Seriously Tak Faham .

seriously aku tak faham sekarang ni .
apa yang aku buat ni ?
kenapa dengan aku ni ?
okey let me explain the exactly .

actually baru je tadi aku bukak fb.
suddenly aku terasa nak stalk 'dia' .
then aku stalk .
then aku terbaca sesuatu yang aku tak pernah expect .
he's begging to his ex to back with him .
What The F^%$# .
how come this can happen .
i thought he has nothing feeling anymore to her .
but this ?
okey aku shocked .
became stone .
tutup mata and wish all this are only dream .
but when i open back my eyes what i see is the same .
the thing that make me hurt and broke .

aku tak tahu nak salahkan sapa ?
sebab semua ni salah aku sendiri .
i don't have the right to blame him .
sebab aku yang buat semua ni jadi rumit .
aku crush kat dia senyapsenyap .
never have the strength to confess to him .

hari tu siap tukar nama .
hari ni siap begging nak together balik .
besok ?
tak tahu aku nak expect apa .
takut aku jugak yang frustrated .

so conclusion nya cinta ku tertinggal di tepi longkang .
dah la bertepuk sebelah tangan .
sebelah tangan yang lagi satu tu boleh pulak pergi tarik tangan orang lain .
HAHA aku pun tak tahu apa yang aku merepek ni :p

by the way life must go on .
aku just post entry ni for let my readers know what i feel right now .
it doesn't meant i'm down right now .
i'm still happy with my life and hope will found someone that much much much better than him .
HEHEEE :)
and for him .
i hope that he's not read my blog :#

HAHA
okey la .
daaa +_+
Assalammualaikum ^_^